I shouldn't love you but I want to
I just can't turn away
I shouldn't see you but I can't move
I can't look away
I just can't turn away
And I don't know how to be fine when I'm not
'Cause I don't know how to make a feeling stop
This feeling's taking control of me
And I can't help it
I won't sit around, I can't let him win now
Thought you should know
It's getting hard to be around you
There's so much I can't say
Do you want me to hide the feelings
And look the other way
This emptiness is killing me
And I'm wondering why I've waited so long
Looking back I realize
It was always there just never spoken
I'm waiting here...been waiting here




to friend:good luck for the mid year exam !!!!

sometime i had no idea wad am i thinking
sometime i think too far but it is not that far
sometime I think i want to do it
but there is something make me change my mind
i had been thinking of my dream
thinking that if i could make that dream come true
thinking of the choice that i had made
each and every choice
thinking each friends that i made so far
and the time i spend with them
thinking of if i can do well in my sport
and also in my study
thinking of wad will happen to me in the future
wil it be the bad or the GOOD
during each of these thinking
i will think of you
when i close my eye
my mind only think of you
for some reason i keep on thinking of you
when i look at you
it like the the world is heaven
i felt good and relax
and when i talk to you
my mind gone blank
no worry no trouble
it like talking to a person who can
change my life forever
i do not want you to feel sad or hurt
if u do
i started to feel sad
...
so be happy always

JUST SO YOU KNOW
I THINK OF YOU EVERY SINGLE TIME

today is a fun day =)
when to watch unborn(ghost movie) with chee wei, jason, glen ,wei kai , wei jun , xavier , ru rong , ying ying and nicole
it a great movie ... you all must watch it
during the movie
the scary part that time, xavier
went to close his eye then he started sleeping like a pig
then he snore
snore so loud till the people behind him not happy
when the moive end , he say the moive boring till he sleep
lol??
before the movie start
jason ding keep on passing thing to ying ying
like snack , water
after the movie end
we went to play basketball
then xavier the big big big guy
step on my leg and he do not even know that
step till my toe bleed
then i was shock that
CHAN ZI WEI
come to play basketball!!
after playing , we went to causeway then glen they all go home
left me,chee wei ,jason ying ying and ru rong
when we going in that time
saw lee kim with her friends...
went to food court to eat dinner
chee wei keep on shooting ice at ru rong
then we chat about our class
a lot of funny stuff
jason went to buy bubble tea for he and ying ying
hais.. i seat with jason for 1 year plus
and he never treat me anything but treat ying ying instead
then we went back home
THE END